Grace had chemo last Friday and has since not felt well. It's amazing how it slows her down physically, but her mind is right in "kid mode." She has been so sad this week missing birthday parties, playing, and school-particularly because there are so few days left until summer vacation. But, despite feeling unwell, Grace still wears her smile and lights up when her siblings are around. She's found great solace in some chapter books she got at her school book fair. Nothing like a good book to take you to another world....and a world far away from chemo aches is not a bad place to be!
Benjamin! Oh my goodness...he makes time feel like it's at warp speed. He has grown SO quickly, but every moment spent with him is time spent in good company. On the 20th, he turned half a year old! Shele described Ben perfectly as everybody's buddy. So true! Ben brings a smile to our whole family's faces. He is SO tender and precious and at the same time absolutely hilarious and bright. He can say so much with his giant blue eyes and his padded curvature called a baby body. He started off his half birthday by rolling over, saying "na na na" which I attribute to his vast love of bananas, and getting two highly adorable bottom teeth. Ben loves reaching for toys, loves the texture of his green "wooby" blanket, LOVES watching his siblings do anything at all, and smiles and laughs constantly. He's definately more quiet than my other children, but even in utero, I suspected he'd be a more quiet, calm spirit. I think he's an observer (plus, with three others before him, he knows he will hardly get a word in edgewise). Ben came into this world under some challenging circumstances, but he is like a breath of fresh air, a reminder that joy is in abundance, and proof that heaven exists! In the words of my favorite book, thank you Pride and Prejudice, "from the very first moment I beheld him my heart was irrevocably gone."
