
Five is a magical age. It can be full of bliss, endless possibility, and simplistic joys. All of Grace's magic is embodied in that precious smile and her shining eyes. So, to see those little eyes dulled by potent medicine and her energies usurped by this illness it difficult. Grace's life still contains magic, just dilluted a bit by her realities. She has had a few hard days. She wants so badly to do so many things, but her mind is far more energized than her body. Thursday was picture day. She wanted to go, but couldn't muster the energy to leave bed in the morning. JR is an optimist and very proactive. So that she wouldn't be so sad about missing pictures, he phoned the photo company, took a few pictures-and made sure she would have a Kindergarten picture. Today was one of the harder days. She was angry, and refused to even try to go to school. It leaves us wondering just exactly what we should be doing. When should we push and insist that she try things? When should we just relax and let her find her way? We want so badly just to do things right for her. I think the unknown is the challenge. But, we continue to believe that we are never left without divine assistance. Maybe, at the end of all this, we will understand the gift of childhood a little better. Maybe we will understand that life is more about the pleasure of small moments, discovery, kindness, and relationships. Grace, Tanner, and Eva are teaching us small lessons daily and for that we are grateful!